i like that I'm picky with girls
i think it suits me
I look for something that can't be explained or dismissed easily
its kind of like confidence but not quite theres just somthing there , that i dont see in other girls
thats my best explaination

But hey if you cant get my attention then theres really no point
When the right one comes along though
I'm back in grade 5 , just a little to scared to do something about it
still somehow I use that nervous energy and it works

and of course , my feelings haven't changed for the girl that has been on my mind

what a surprise its 5:25 a.m and I'm awake I guess thats the very definition of insomnia
well im hoping its bed for me after writing this
Ill be asleep by 6 at the latest

Listening to: shadow play- Three
its now 5:44 am . goodnight ya goofs


"yes it kills me that you could be her
well in the off chance you find this ,
you can sure as hell find me
and just know i'm still slowly walking
catch me ?"

reminder that the only person you can ever count on is your self

Music : astroknot- Three

I saw them live last Wednesday (for all who dont know Dreamtheater is the best band out there )
Lets just say it was unquestionably amazing

Since it was a multi band tour i will also mention that
Three was there (yes i love three)
Also Opeth (used to love Opeth I'm kinda back into them now)
And another band that i don't know what to say
they were pretty impressive but ill wait to pass judgment
Between the buried and me (i was getting my stuff signed while they were playing but i caught most of it )

I met Joey Eppard and got his autograph (sweet shit)
Also got a dream theater shirt I've wanted since forever
But it cost me an arm and a leg


(Since Dream theater and Three are 2 of my favorite bands i am now Horribly happy )
its also nice to hear some Opeth again  , specifically live it got me back to them a bit .


Currently Reading : The fountainhead (Ayn Rand) (already finished atlas shrugged)
Listening to: Surrounded-Dreamtheater (its an amazing song)


Morning comes too early and nighttime falls too late
And sometimes all I want to do is wait
The shadow Ive been hiding in has fled from me today

I know its easier to walk away than look it in the eye
But I will raise a shelter to the sky
And beneath this
Star tonight Ill lie
She will slowly yield the light
As I awaken from the longest night

Dreams are shaking
Set sirens waking up tired eyes
With the light memories all rush into his head

By a candle stands a mirror
Of his heart and soul she dances
She was dancing through the night above his bed

And walking to the window
He throws the shutters out
Against the wall
And from an ivory tower hears her call
let the light surround you

Its been a long, long time
Hes had awhile to think it over
In the end he only sees the change
Light to dark
Dark to light
Light to dark
Dark to light

Heaven must be more than this
When angels waken with a kiss
Sacred hearts wont take the pain
But mine will never be the same

He stands before the window
His shadow slowly fading from the wall
And from an ivory tower he hears her call
let the light surround you

Once lost but I was found
When I heard the stained glass shatter all around me
I sent the spirits tumbling down the hill
But I will hold this one on high above me still
I once could see but now at last Im blind

I know its easier to walk away than look it in the eye
But I had given all than I could take
And now Ive only habits left to break
Tonight Ill still be lying here
Surrounded in all the light