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i have so much stuff to tell you its scary
i dont know how i will
but ill do my best

this is going to be tough ...even tho it isnt all bad
i want this to work tho

I wish i knew now what i know about my grandma harder

She took World war II orphans in and gave them a home
till she moved into Canada

i think that's freaking Heroic
she never talked to me about it

ill miss ya

& I don't think i could tell anybody

I wouldn't have even written this down if it didn't make me feel better to have it out there...
sometimes its easy , a choice
between whats right and whats easy

but there is no black and white , and of course it makes sense that there isnt

on a lighter note

Seeing my cousins tomorrow =]
awesome kids they are
possible pictures to follow (not sure though)

my last blog

but i forgot

too random

my bad

london was awesome

I might be biking there with David and some other friends =) ...

Random ..


Going for the weekend, will be interesting to see mah hometown again

i have alot to say haha , but ill wait till your here

im going to have to make a tough decision , though it might be easier then i think now ..

I dont know what i feel about this whole thing

hahsah i just feel DISCONNECTED
=/

im thinking you can change this..but it isnt your fault

these are basically random sentences none connected to each other really

of course like other human beings i love my music
like Alot of human beings it is important to me as breathing
and last but not least i believe music helps a person heal

heres the songs that matter to me (not that they should matter to you)

1.Surrounded - Dreamtheater
2.Death and all his friends- Coldplay
3.get it faster - jimmy eat world
4.Blackout - Muse
5.Starlight- Muse
6.Normal- porcupine tree
7. Stumbleine- smashing pumpkins
8. 1979 -smashing pumpkins
9. Across the universe- Soundtrack
10.Dancing for rain- Rise Against
11. Trains- Porcupine tree
12 Leaving after all- Three
13Astro knot - Three
14 shadow play- Three
15 Endless sacrifice - dreamtheater
16 disappear -dreamtheater

i just figured i should cap off that set of crap blogs with a reminder of what makes me happy

Listening to : Hey Jude - (across the universe soundtrack)

out of all people my little brother comes and cheers me up

i mean yeah im upset

but hes making me laugh

happy 15th Matthew :) (that would be my brother)